please be nice monday

i wanna go home so damn badly. i miss home, i miss family, i miss ipoh.

felt like crying, there's no way i could be there in ipoh for my 21st birthday since, on monday, yana ada presentation. a group presentation which carries 20% of the final.

last year, i celebrated it alone (it was fcuking sedih gila) and suddenly, in the middle of the night, akak called, and   they (akak, kak liza, abg joe, abg heikal) sang me happy birthday song on the hp. and apa lagi, yana nangis la. nangis gilaaaaaaa. dalam tengah sedih2, diorang call, nyanyi, lagi la buat yana sedih, sebak, sayu, rindu but at the same time, happy sikit.
this year? please, jangan la berulang lagi, please la somebody contact pn masbiha and suruh buat kelas digital media on monday, so that the presentation boleh dipostpone kepada khamis. i felt like crying now, serius shiet!

one thing for sure, I WANT TO BE WITH MY FAMILY ON THE VERY SPECIAL DAY OF MINE!